Saturday, November 1, 2008

Mental Breakdown


MENTAL BREAKDOWN....you're asking if Bill finally had one this week. No, but close. This week in talking with people, I mentioned that I was going out for 16 miles on Saturday morning. Naturally this was followed by mostly chuckles and people shaking their heads.

Ok, I can understand why this response comes up when talking about running this distance. It seemed natural last fall when I did it, but somehow when I said it this year, it brought about uncertainty in my own mind as well. There were probably a couple of reasons for this. First, my intentions are to be much much quicker this year. Second, I'm on my own.

Last weeks 14 felt good and really wasn't that intimidating. However, there is something about the 16 mark that sets it, and every run going forward, as "character builders."

Back to the title of the blog. I remembered last year that when runs began to reach these lengths, it is way too much to tackle it mentally in one bite. It's best to mentally breakdown the run into manageable bites. You can decide to do it any way you like in order to get you through the run. Here are my mental breakdowns for todays run:

Miles 1-4:
Started out a little after 6am at Grenada Park. Again like last week, I wanted to just head out doing what felt comfortable (don't get hung up on the Garmin). First 4 felt great. Looking back on the stats, the time reflected it too. Hovering in the 8-8:30 range per mile.

Miles 5-8:
Stopped to fuel up with some Cytomax and was on my way. Still felt good, my mind began to wander towards the run as a whole...16 miles seems like a long way. "Forget it just finish this 4 miles and your halfaway there" I told myself. I reached my turnaround point from last week and felt good knowing I only had one more mile before the turnaround. I'd never run this far up the canal, and as I approached the extremely swanky new condos on the waterfront by Scottsdale Fashion Square, I knew I had run a long way. By the way, I still find humor in the fact that we refer to the canal as waterfront property in Scottsdale. I guess if I had irrigation in my front yard, I could up the value of my house being on the "waterfront."

Miles 9-12:
I stopped to GU, stretch a little and off I went. Hamstrings were a little tight but I still felt good. Looking at my Garmin at the turnaround, I noticed I had run the first 8 at a 8:30 pace...nice! Didn't know if I would be able to maintain that for the back 8 but I'd give it a shot. Around mile 10, things began to turn as they did last week. Legs felt more heavy and feet began to hurt a bit. However, I kept finding bursts of energy that enabled me to maintain. My mind began to question my endurance again around mile 11.5. My thoughts, "just make it to mile 12."

Miles 12-16:
Boy, these were tough miles. I decided to breakdown this section by telling myself to make it to mile 14. I noticed that my pace had fallen drastically to about a 9:00-9:15 pace. I wanted to finish as strong as possible, but my body was beat. The most concerning being the dull pain around my kidney area. I remember this pain from last years training. I'm not a doctor but my guess is that it is some internal organs letting you know that your body is running on empty. Reaching the Biltmore area, I knew I was close. I was done mentally by mile 15, I tried to give a little burst of something, but the best my legs could do is bring me to a 9 min pace.

I finished 16 at a 8:40 pace. I went longer and faster than last week. My body feels it too. My training is on track for my goals...I'm proud of that but a little concerned at how much my body has for the last 10. I'm gonna think about what I need to do, be it nutrition, sleep, cross training, or whatever to ensure I keep on track. I'm supposed to do 18 next Sat, but I may reconsider if I think it's best for my body and training.



Activity
Route:--Elev. Avg:1253 ft
Location:Phoenix, AZElev. Gain:+0 ft
Date:11/01/08Up/Downhill: [+137/-137]
Time:07:08 AMDifficulty:2.7 / 5.0
 
Weather:Partly Cloudy
 74 F temp; 31% humidity
 74 F heat index; winds E 7
Performance

Distance: 16.00 miles
Time:2:18:52
Speed:6.9 mph
Pace:8' 41 /miHeart Rate:164 bpm (Avg)
Calories:2421176 bpm (Peak)
Map
 
Elevation (ft)
 
Pace (min/mile)
 
Heart Rate (bpm)
 
Heart Rate Zones
ZoneRange
(bpm)
Time
In Zone
Distance
In Zone
Zone 5169 - 1880h 49m35% 5.44 mi
Zone 4150 - 1691h 43m74% 13.15 mi
Zone 3132 - 1500h 07m5% 0.72 mi
Zone 2113 - 1320h 01m0% -0.16 mi
Zone 194 - 1130h 00m0% 0.02 mi
(none)out of range0h 00m0% 0.02 mi
Splits
MilePace (min/mile)Speed (mph)Heart
Rate
Elev
Gain
actual+/- avgactual+/- avg
18' 50+0' 096.8-0.1146+13 ft
28' 20-0' 217.2+0.3159-7 ft
38' 15-0' 267.3+0.4164+10 ft
48' 41+0' 006.9-0.0162-3 ft
58' 22-0' 197.2+0.3162+3 ft
68' 17-0' 247.2+0.3168+19 ft
78' 20-0' 217.2+0.3168-3 ft
88' 25-0' 167.1+0.2168+6 ft
94' 22-4' 1913.7+6.81550 ft
108' 47+0' 066.8-0.1164-3 ft
118' 17-0' 247.2+0.3168-3 ft
128' 42+0' 016.9-0.0168-16 ft
138' 09-0' 327.4+0.51710 ft
149' 26+0' 456.4-0.51660 ft
158' 17-0' 247.2+0.3169-6 ft
169' 41+1' 006.2-0.71670 ft
179' 20+0' 396.4-0.5168-10 ft
end9' 13+0' 326.5-0.41710 ft
Versus average of 8' 41 min/mile

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